Sunday, March 7, 2010

Terror(moto) en Chile

First of all, Andrea and I are safe and well thanks to our incredible host family. Mario, Gloria, Señora Blanca, Claudio, and Paloma have made us part of their family and, thusly, we have survived our first earthquake... for better or worse.

I had never before experienced an earthquake nor had I ever thought that in my life (the deep in the heart of Texas girl that I am) would I experience such a humbling force of nature.
Here are excerpts from what I wronte about the experience in my journal...

4 AM the ground underneath us tossing and turning restlessly awaking from its slumber finally. Awaking howling and moaning and roaring for the world to wake up with it. Or at least Chile.
I dont know how I woke up or what I was thinking but regardless suddenly found myself running after Andrea down the stairs into the kitchen to escape through the front door, only it was locked and without a key so we start to run back up but for the flickering lights and the crashing pots and plates, I couldn´t see a thing and I felt like the world was going to collapse on me.
But that´s the thing about fear, it rips all sense of rationality from your being and you´re left to deal with cataclysmic destruction and the dispair of hopelessness without method or manner. Just pure adrenaline and your basest emotions.
I felt scared. I didn´t see much of anything at all. I wasn´t looking. I was stuck in my head, trying to control my breath trying to control my panic. I felt the ground revolting against my feet and felt the roar of the earth pounding through my ears but I couldn´t see anything.
Or no. Gloria´s hand pale white gripping mine against the terrace rail. Confirmation. Something still holds steady in this world. -I am still here and I am with you.-
The tremors lasted more or less continuously until 1 the next afternoon (in reality, they havent yet subsided) . It seemed every time I began to shut my eyes the rumbling would commence anew. It´s not something instinctual, to react to your foundation crumbling beneath your feet. It´s not something you´d ever expect- that the earth so sturdy, so solid would perchance excert such a force. Terrifying. Humbling. You are so small by comparrison.
Not for her beauty, nor for her magnitude but if nothing else simply for the immensity of her power should humanity respect mother nature in all her capacity.
Sometimes chaos allows you to feel every emotion you keep bottled up inside your head all at once and it is empowering. Else it´s Posidon´s hand himself hammering down the most electrifying voltage of terror through your brain into your core.

Everything is fine now. Electricity was returned just a few days after the quake and water we fortunately had all along. The farm itself suffered no damage except for a few notable cracks in the road just beyond the fence. Plates and pots and glasses and wall hangings fell, shattered, etc. but all in all we were among the lucky ones. Thank you to everyone- your messages of concern, love, and support were very much appreciated. I miss home very much these days.

On a happier note, yesterday we purchased 3 sheep for the farm: Dolly, Pepe, and Pepa (or Rebecca-Andrea depending). Pepa is unreasonably moody but Dolly is sugary sweet. Pepe behaves like a dog.
Here are some photos of the farm house that Mario built. (It´s all recycled materials, hand constructed!!!)


(Oh and we made jam from the wild grapes!)
May I present to you Lady Dolly.

That´s all for now. I owe you many more stories and photos. I promise to deliver asap.
Love.

1 comment:

  1. So glad to hear you're ok and that you survived. I'll have to share my Montana earthquake story with you some time. I may steal your line about the power of mother nature. There is a depth to your writing and an emotional element that when combined make it beautiful to read. Thanks for sharing!

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